Are you still there?

Hi pretty me!  How are you doin’?  Been so silent lately.  I know you’re hooked up with work but it seems that you are running backwards.  You’re going back to your old life again.  Hmmm, did you drown yourself into the ocean of craziness?!  Uh oh!!  You’re slowly breaking yourself into pieces again.  Get a grip of yourself.  Weren’t you drained after that nightmare ride of horror?!  I mean, com’on.  Everything around you seems getting better.  Everyone seems to get along.  Sweetie, can you at least try to be more conscientious?!  Have mercy on yourself, my dear.  A lot out there is damn concern about you.  Can you at least be good to yourself this time?!  Would you do it for me, please?!