I've got a new job. I found a resolution to my problem. I should be happy. I am happy. But when I would really dig deeper within me, it seems that something is still missing. It's something that I really don't know what it is. It's something that really haunts me everyday. It's something that really fogs my mind about it. It's something that I really don't have any idea where and how to find it. It's something that is really killing me. It's something that really drives me nuts.
Every minute of the day, questions would just flood me. Questions that can't be answered. Or let's just say, questions that has answers but I haven't just found them yet. Or maybe, the answers are just there but I just don't recognize them or I'm just in denial of those. Everyday, I would ask myself, "What would that missing piece be?". And everyday, I would try to find the answer. I'm actually sick and tired of going through this dilemma.
But I guess, answers will just come as I walk through my life's own path. And I think the answer to my dilemma is just around the corner. All I need is just to be aware of it and bring it into acknowledgment and learn to accept it into my life.
Missing piece, I'm on my way to find you.
Friday, October 23, 2009
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
Are we there yet?!
Flood overflowed that many suffered. Gigantic waves to caused a total wipe out. The land shook and killed a lot. Famine starts devouring places. Unruly wind that trembled the human race.
Disaster after disaster. Destruction over another. People losing few of what they have. People are losing the life they have. Many would say that these misfortunes are punishments for losing our respect to nature. Others would say that these are consequences to man's sinful nature. But for some, they view it differently. They would look at it as signs. Signs that we're almost at the end of the road. Signs that the race is about to end. Signs that the day is about to come. The day that we've all been waiting for. The day of judgment for all of us.
Could these really be signs? Could they possibly be right?
If they are, then are we all ready? Are we all ready to receive our greatest victory? Or how about face our total doom? Or should we need to prepare to swim the burning fire of Hades? Or do we find ourselves worthy to walk the golden path of Heaven?
These are just few of the simple questions but it takes a lifetime to get the answers.
After going through these series of unfortunate events, maybe it's time for us to ponder on what we have been doing with our borrowed lives. So that in the end, we could eagerly and excitingly ask, "Are we there yet?"
Disaster after disaster. Destruction over another. People losing few of what they have. People are losing the life they have. Many would say that these misfortunes are punishments for losing our respect to nature. Others would say that these are consequences to man's sinful nature. But for some, they view it differently. They would look at it as signs. Signs that we're almost at the end of the road. Signs that the race is about to end. Signs that the day is about to come. The day that we've all been waiting for. The day of judgment for all of us.
Could these really be signs? Could they possibly be right?
If they are, then are we all ready? Are we all ready to receive our greatest victory? Or how about face our total doom? Or should we need to prepare to swim the burning fire of Hades? Or do we find ourselves worthy to walk the golden path of Heaven?
These are just few of the simple questions but it takes a lifetime to get the answers.
After going through these series of unfortunate events, maybe it's time for us to ponder on what we have been doing with our borrowed lives. So that in the end, we could eagerly and excitingly ask, "Are we there yet?"
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